Moses
Called himself “slow of speech and slow of tongue,” yet God answered, “Who has made man's mouth?” — and used him to lead His people out of Egypt.
About Me
I am a Christian ghostwriter offering ghostwriting, book cover design, and interior formatting for faith-based authors — and I write godly books because God uses people with disabilities for His glory.
Faith & Personal Journey
I live with spastic quadriplegic cerebral palsy. It shapes how I move, how I speak, and how I work — but it does not define me. Jesus does. My deepest identity is that I belong to Him, I live for Him, and everything I write is offered to Him.
Throughout Scripture and history, God has chosen people with physical limitations to carry out His purposes. He doesn't call the equipped — He equips the called. My disability is not an obstacle to His plan; it is part of how He displays His strength in my weakness.
Through Scripture & History
From the pages of the Bible to the annals of church history, God's power has been made perfect in human weakness.
Called himself “slow of speech and slow of tongue,” yet God answered, “Who has made man's mouth?” — and used him to lead His people out of Egypt.
He wrestled with God all night and walked with a limp for the rest of his life — yet God renamed him Israel and blessed him, and his descendants became a nation.
Living with severe physical disabilities, he composed timeless sacred music — including the beloved Salve Regina — proving that constrained bodies can still lift glorious songs.
Blind from childhood, he became one of the greatest theological scholars of the early church and led the catechetical school of Alexandria, teaching even Jerome.
These men did not become instruments of God in spite of their limitations — God wrote their limitations into His story and still brought forth glory. I believe He is doing the same thing with my life and with every book that passes through my hands.
Above all, I have a deep, close relationship with Jesus Christ. He is my closest friend, my strength, and the reason I write. I live for Him.
How I Write
My process pairs the gift of speech with careful refinement — but the story, the voice, and the soul of every book are always mine.
I craft the initial words of every book myself, dictating through Google Gboard's voice-typing feature. My thoughts and my voice shape each sentence from the start.
Gemini is used strictly to refine and polish sentence structure and flow. It never writes the story for me — it helps my own words read as clearly as they sound in my heart.
When I ghostwrite your book, your heart and message stay front and center — crafted and delivered with my care, so the book is unmistakably yours.
“This story ultimately points toward the need for grace, better care, and honest conversations about pain. The author acknowledges that feelings of loneliness are still present, and this book stands as a testimony of choosing honesty, reflection, and the hope of healing rather than silence.”— The Drive Through Grief With Me
Proof of Work
This is not a promise on a page — it is a published book, already out in the world.
My published Christian memoir takes readers into the passenger seat of a journey through loss that no one is ever prepared for — the silence, the questions, the small mercies, and the steady presence of the God who never lets go. Written through my own hands and voice, and shaped with prayerful care, it is real proof that my words are not just promised — they are published, and out in the world.
The book is available through Draft2Digital, whose publishing service carried it out into the real world for readers to find.
Ask About the BookWhere to Read
Published and available across stores, libraries, and reading apps — choose the platform that is easiest for you to find, purchase, or borrow the book.
Library options (OverDrive, BorrowBox, CloudLibrary, Hoopla) ask you to pick your local library first, then search for the title — availability there depends on each library.
Reviews are one of the kindest gifts a reader can give a writer. If The Drive Through Grief With Me touched you, please leave a short review on whichever platform you read it on — every review helps more people discover the story and the hope it carries.
Services
A complete freelance book production service for faith-based authors — every project is handled within a Christian worldview and delivered with prayerful care.
Your story, written in your voice — memoirs, spy thrillers, and drama crafted from first draft to a polished manuscript that is unmistakably yours.
A professional cover that makes your book stand out in Amazon, Kobo, and Apple Books search results — and on the physical bookstore shelf.
Publication-ready formatting for KDP and Draft2Digital — clean chapters, a professional layout, and a smooth reading experience from title page to last page.
Milestones & Pricing
One project, three milestones. Start with Milestone 1 or commission the full project — each stage is priced clearly and delivered with prayerful care.
$3,500
Your book is begun — the first 50% is written with full attention to voice, faith, and craft.
$3,500
The manuscript is finished and thoroughly checked — the remaining 50% plus a comprehensive proofread.
$1,000
Your book is polished, formatted, and positioned for the marketplace — ready for readers.
Client Intake
Start your intake today — your story was given to you for a reason. Your choices are saved automatically in this browser, so you can return and finish whenever you're ready.
Sponsorship Goal
I am saving for professional accessibility tools that will let me write more freely, more clearly, and more often for God's glory.
$699.99
Professional-grade voice recognition built for the kind of hands-free writing I do every day.
$200–$300
A clear, reliable microphone so every dictated word is captured with precision.
If you, your company, or your leadership team would like to sponsor this journey, I would be deeply honored. Your support helps a disabled writer keep writing books that point people to Jesus.
Become a Sponsor Email About SponsoringChoose the equipment you would like to sponsor. Your details go straight to my inbox at ruanbookupdates@gmail.com — no client booking or intake form required.